I feel that I have a mountain to climb. I have a clearer idea of the career I want and it is a question of fighting for it. I despair at the task infront of me. To escape from this mundane job to a more interesting, life fulfilling role.

I feel negative when I need not be, I have good qualifications, a potentially excellent CV , I just need the confidence to employ my resources to the task. My energy feels drained every time I enter this place. Right I'll be out of here within six months. I'm quite good at climbing mountains. I've topped a few in my time and the secret is to never give up.




posted by Jatinder at 7:40 AM

William Blake- Red Dragon


This is one of my favourite paintings. The only defence against the great Dragon is to clothe oneself in the sun.There are probably numerous messages in this painting knowing Blake. My interpretation ,for today, is that it represents the British Spring protecting against the foul stinking pits of depression.

I have learnt to allow myself to be empty in the moment and to accept that every moment of life is important. I feel I have stripped my life back to its foundations and found a critical, impatient, and imbalanced person there. I am learning patience and the art of being still, I expect this process will last the rest of my life. I feel I can build on this foundation; build for the future I really want and not to satisfy my demons. I have clothed myself in the Sun and my demons are shriveling away.
posted by Jatinder at 1:33 PM

Iraq The Looting Continues

Great Cartoon. It summarises perfectly what this war is about.
posted by Jatinder at 8:38 PM

The Wanderer Returns

The girlfriend is back from South Africa and this is what she had to say"Back in Blighty - sad to have left Africa behind, but excited to see what the future holds ...."
posted by Jatinder at 4:26 PM